Sometimes I speak the truth broken down in tiny little pieces of poetry. Sometimes, I speak the truth bluntly, painfully, glad to shatter or please.
But I'll never lie, not to you or to myself.
Or at least, I promise I'll try.
Hi, my name is Yans. I'm 20, female, a gamer, and no, I don't look like I could have been born with my ass on my face nor am I overweight.
I'm a pissy Puerto Rican, I partake in hobbies such as drawing, web design, graphic design, writing, Role Playing, and Playing Video Games. I also enjoy cooking and martial arts. I think the hobbies I partake in most, though, are social drinking and Video Games.
I've been to a million schools and know a million things.
English is NOT my first language. I'm from Puerto Rico, yet I live in California and have lived here for two years now.
I hate people. I DETEST people in fact. This includes myself. I have a love/hate relationship with myself and I love/hate every moment of it.
I will INSULT you and make you CRY if you piss me off. But I'm actually and outwardly a friendly and easy going person, at least most of the time.
I don't make friends easy, I don't feel like making friends easy because people are twisted and disgusting and only mediocrily HUMANE. Oh I also make up words to suit me.
I might be a bitch, but I promise it's with the best intentions. I don't like to be fake, and I'm tired of pleasing everyone and their mom only to get walked over and hurt. I won't lie to you so I don't expect you to lie to me. And because people seem to be incapable of honesty, I tend to assume everyone is an asshole till proven otherwise.
I play Halo better than any girl I know and better than at least 90% of the guys I've ever met and/or played with in my life. I probably know more about video games, graphic design, and literature than you do, so don't even bother trying to pretend I don't know my share of shit or you'll be heftily and readily told to fuck off and possibly beaten to a bloody pulp.
Here's my Gamer Tag: B3h3li7xXxQue3n
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